I'm young, I should be careless.
so frustrated over my piano exams. why do I never have the sense to be practise and be persistent with it until it’s absolutely necessary? I’m fucking lazy as shit
there’s also a difference between knowing of things and knowing about things. knowing of things doesn’t mean I understand the said thing. I’m fooling myself if I think my intelligence is above average by having merely basic knowledge of everything. I realize now that I don’t know jack shit